One month ago today I went to the ER by ambulance for Septic Shock from an infected appendix.
I was in the hospital for 8 days.
Daily blood tests and IV failures made for some very colorful arms.
they finally inserted a midline that helped giving meds
without the vein collapsing.
I had battle scars.
One month later and I am doing better. I can walk (with a walker) to the kitchen 3-4 times a day which is 50' away and then back again. I have also gone into the studio which is 80' away but that requires a rest before the return walk! But I am walking!
The bruises are almost completely gone.
And are just memories for the most part. The surgery to remove the appendix went well and I am completely healed from that.
I can do my stretching exercises-reach for the sky and touch the floor without any pain.
I am struggling with brain fog (which is already an issue with the MS) which has been exacerbated with the Sepsis.
I am struggling with stamina
and a return to all of the creative things I love.
It is slow going and I am not a SLOW person by nature.
I am grateful to be alive and to find it worth while to build up my strength everyday even if it is by baby steps!
God has a reason for me to be alive; it is unusual to survive two bouts of Septic Shock (my first one was four years ago)
so I am even more aware of the fine thread that keeps me connected to this life. I do love the life He has given me and I am grateful for all of the family, loved ones and friends that make my life so rich. If you are reading this blog, I count you as one of these jewels.
Glad you are healing. Slow and steady - take your time.
ReplyDeleteOh, you poor, poor thing. What an absolute horror story but what a testament to your amazing resilience. One step at a time. I'm cheering for you!
ReplyDeleteWhat a trial. So very glad you are on the healing side now. Hopefully all will be back to normal over time. Keep your walking up to help build up that stamina. Can you do hand work now? Maybe a simple embroidery to let you play with fabrics again. Maybe you can listen to audio books to help the time pass. Continue taking care of yourself.
ReplyDeleteYou're a fighter and have an inner strength and drive most of us envy! That's what keeps you here - plus you know you have so many more craft projects to make!
ReplyDeleteSeriously though - you are doing amazing and even though progress is slow, it's progress! You are a wonder woman!
Remarkable post. You do seem to have a purpose, and I am glad I found your blog. Stay strong --- body, mind and soul.
ReplyDeleteWhat an awful experience you have had! So glad you are improving daily. You are blessed to have survived that ordeal. Hope you see improvement each day and are soon able to do all the things you love.
ReplyDeleteKeep fighting and doing what you can each day! I’m praying daily for your recovery.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad you are recovering!! God has worked a miracle with you, so I know he has something planned for your life. Stay safe, hoping the current hurricane doesn't impact you guys. Mom and sister are staying put in Daytona, at least my brother is down there at the moment.
ReplyDeleteYes! He is good and His mercies are everlasting. Love you. -Marsel
ReplyDeleteI love that you are getting better, and focusing on the good things. you are definitely supposed to be here!!! LOVE it!! Feel better, and keep healing.
ReplyDeleteOh my, I'm so sorry I've missed this! I'm so glad you are ok, and pray that you are getting better day by day xx
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